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trimB
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Posted: 22 April 2008 09:24 pm |
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I guess I meant to come back to your sweets-free world after the twizzlers. But that doesn't make any sense because you never agreed to be sweets free and nobody else here is anyway!! I guess I was tired.
I'm working more for the next month or two, so I'm not sure how faithfully I'll be able to report my sweets. I still nibble on cinnamon roll bits most days. Maybe that's my allowed sweet like your jam & toast.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 23 April 2008 02:58 am |
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I think I suggested earlier that you might think about planning a sweet or two each day, then you are free from fussing about it!
Peter
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 23 April 2008 06:53 am |
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My beautiful daughter is starting to do some modeling, usually in really beautiful outfits. Still, she's excited to get her first picture in a catalog.
http://www.magellans.com:80/store/Clothing_for_Women___OuterwearWO814?Args
Also, I just updated my avatar. Can you see any resemblance?
Peter
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Lucky Me
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Posted: 23 April 2008 08:00 am |
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Hi Guys,
I'm baaaaaaack! Haven't been anywhere, actually. Just a little discouraged and a lot lazy. It was good to get back online and read the posts from you two. Peter, I'm glad to know you are a real person, who sometimes does things he doesn't really want to do........or at least, thinks he shouldn't. You've done so well with your weight; a few sweets have to be okay. But I know so well about the fear that the first step can be the one that goes off the edge of the cliff. It's that way for me.
My high-speed connection is working again (or somebody's.......I've never been positive about whose it is) and I got to see all of your videos of Muka. He is so cute......ringing the bell, no less?
TrimB, it was nice to read that you had a good trip. I bet your family loved seeing Theo.
ETL had a lot of good ideas, but I think Fit for Life has made a stronger impression on me. At one point, he says that if a person only makes one change (eating nothing but fruit until noon), it will help. I've found that this is something I CAN do, and I've been feeling really great in the mornings.
Okay, I should have been in bed hours ago. Did you hear the news item a few weeks ago about the woman who had grown (literally) to the toilet seat? Weird! Well, it might be happening to me and this computer chair. Nite all.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 23 April 2008 05:24 pm |
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Nice to hear from you again and thanks for your comments on my postings.
About one small change... I just wrote about that in my post The Most Likely Reason Your Diet Will Fail in the General Discussions forum.
I'm off to Santa Barbara tomorrow to visit my older daughter (above) and family, back Monday. The trips a little short because it's the first time I'm leaving Muka with a "sitter."
I dropped another percent body fat this morning, from 24 to 17 since I joined the challenges. So I'm not going to be too strict about my eating with family, but just hope to make it the first trip in years where I still eat responsibly.
And I'll report everything, including my traditional small frosty shake or whatever they call it I always get at the Wendy's in the airport while waiting for my plane.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 23 April 2008 05:50 pm |
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Yay now we're all back! 
I'll have to check out Fit for Life - sounds inspiring.
The modeling pics are gorgeous, you must be so proud Peter! I do see a bit of a resemblence too... even in your tiny avatar.
Went back to my rough calorie counts yesterday, and managed to hit maintenance. However the trip finally caught up with me on the scale - YIKES! It says two pounds gained, but maybe even back out a bit lower??
I think you're right, Peter. I have been giving myself a break on the little nibbles in the morning. At least for now, as it feels pretty much in control for me.
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Lucky Me
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Posted: 24 April 2008 04:51 am |
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Oh, I forgot last night (actually it was this morning).........your daughter is indeed beautiful. Must be the good genes?
Sweets: Two chocolate kisses, but I may count that into my nighttime treat, since I've actually given up my ice cream (for about a week) in favor of a cut up frozen banana (with a teaspoon of chocolate sauce and as many peanuts as I can possibly get on one teaspoon). The banana may not be any less calories than the ice cream, but more nutritious?
TrimB, if you read Fit for Life, let me know what you think. I probably won't ever do it perfectly, but I seem to feel a lot better after just adopting a few of his (Harvey Diamond) ideas.
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trimB
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Posted: 24 April 2008 09:20 pm |
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Your treat sounds good, LuckyMe. Might have to give that a try!
I requested Fit for Life from my library. Probably be able to pick it up in a week or two, then I'll let you know what I think. 
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 25 April 2008 06:04 am |
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Hello from Santa Barbara! I had my small Wendy's dairy frosty thingy at the Portland airport as planned, and figured I've have at least a scoop of ice cream before bed. In the past it would have been a huge bowl while reading e-mail after everyone else goes to sleep. But they didn't have any!
Well... guess what... my daughter's off at the gym and then stopping at the market and I asked her to get some strawberry jam! So when she gets back I'm having my usual two pieces of toast!
Nice to have us all posting again,
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 25 April 2008 11:44 pm |
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I realized something after I posted yesterday. I have not been a very good sweets buddy. I mean I haven't exactly been faithfully reporting my sweets. Not really on purpose to hide them... there's just been such a steady trickle of them that I stopped thinking much about it!! But then again that's exactly why I like you buddies - you MAKE me think about it.
And I need it more than ever because I am going to be working ALOT more for the next few weeks... and I tend to shove EVERYTHING in my mouth when I feel like I don't have time to eat properly.
Anyway, so I'm going to try to be more confessional here. And wouldn't you know that my first day back, so to speak, is a doozy! Here's what I had:
1 bite of almond brioche
1 bite of sticky bun
1 bite of cinnamon roll
2 "going-away" donuts that I got for a co-worker who is leaving
Whew! I'm now going to go hang my head in shame.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 26 April 2008 06:41 am |
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Confessional... hmm.
Well, I'm not doing as well as I thought I would on my trip, but I'm not losing control.
I did end up buying the Trader Joe's bitesize oatmeal raisin cookies, and had 25 today with the kids... about equal to a dessert.
I plan to hide away the rest in 25 cookie servings till they are gone in a couple days.
In addition, my daughter did bring home ice cream last night and my granddaughter made brownies. I'm about to go have a reasonalbe size serving of brownies with vanilla ice cream, so that's two desserts for today.
A lot compared to the last months when I've gone weeks without a sweet! Still not bad compared to previous trips.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 26 April 2008 06:19 pm |
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Is it bad that I'm relieved that you have something to confess too, Peter? My weight is more or less steady, but I'm afraid to check my body fat!! I know too many sweets and not enough exercise, and it tends to creep up a bit.
Today's confession:
1 bite of almond brioche
1 bite of cinnamon roll
2 not so small bites of german chocolate icing (outrageously bad for you stuff too!!)
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 26 April 2008 11:12 pm |
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I'm wondering how big a "bite" is. LOL
So far no sweets today, but I'm off soon to a potluck birthday party and still have my daily ration of those cookies. Though if I don't have them today, I'll just have them another.
Peter
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Lucky Me
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Posted: 27 April 2008 05:31 am |
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Maybe a "bite" is everything you can get in your mouth at once? Well.......my "spoonful" of peanuts is every last one I can balance on the spoon at once. If one falls off enroute to the custard cup (of frozen banana pieces), however, it has to go back in the jar. How's that for self-control (lol)?
Sweets: One-half a blueberry muffin, two small squares of dark chocolate.
I had a really bad tendon strain in one leg.......probably from pretending I was 17 on the tennis court. At any rate, I've had to exercise less the last few days. That's a little discouraging, but at least I haven't wiped out the refrigerator lately.
It's much harder when you're living with other people, isn't it, Peter? But it sounds as though you're keeping things in check nicely.
I'm having 5 guests (son, his wife, and kids 5, 6, & 7) in July. Sounds like an incentive for staying away from extra calories. While a person doesn't look much different because of a few pounds lost, for a food addict there's just so much more happiness and light heartedness when control is present. Yes?
For most of my life I've believed I was "fat." I'm gradually beginning to realize that I'm not fat; perhaps the desire to be healthier, and to be in control of my own impulses is supplanting the desire to look thinner. Perspective at last? Oh, I hope!
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Peter
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Posted: 27 April 2008 06:56 am |
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Lucky Me wrote: ...for a food addict there's just so much more happiness and light heartedness when control is present. Yes?
Yes!
And even though it may only involve a few pounds (at first), if it messes up your mind it can lead to much worse!
Did very well today. Having my little cookie treat with milk right now.
Ate nothing at the potluck except grapes, and oranges right from their tree!
Peter
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Lucky Me
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Posted: 28 April 2008 04:14 am |
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I wish I could say the same thing, Peter (about the potluck). Today was our church carry-in dinner. The only thing that saved me was that they ran out of desserts before I went to get one. Well, I know the Lord does work in mysterious ways! I have to admit to eating too much of other stuff, including a piece of fried chicken (sorry, Harvey). I wasn't "Fit for Life" today.
Still sticking with frozen banana in place of ice cream though, and my homemade chocolate is better (and cheaper) than Hershey's.
Hey, Sugar Baby, are we getting close to a birthday for Theo?
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 28 April 2008 07:57 am |
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About "too much of other stuff," I do feel funny sometimes posting only about the few sweets I have when I might have also had a huge something non-sweet. But we'll stick to the topic and our commitment.
We went out to lunch today and I did very well with the food; had a strawberry daiquiri to drink. Then just now I ate a rather big bowl of ice cream. Probably about three scoops, though it wasn't as big as the desserts I didn't have at the restaurant!
I'm happy with how I did on the trip, and will be taking the rest of my bitesize cookies home to report eating another day!
I'll be curious to see how I do with my challenge weight Tuesday morning. I'm sure I'll be on-track.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 28 April 2008 11:03 pm |
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Lucky Me wrote: While a person doesn't look much different because of a few pounds lost, for a food addict there's just so much more happiness and light heartedness when control is present. Yes?
For most of my life I've believed I was "fat." I'm gradually beginning to realize that I'm not fat; perhaps the desire to be healthier, and to be in control of my own impulses is supplanting the desire to look thinner. Perspective at last? Oh, I hope!
Ah, now I remember why I'm compelled to check in with you guys despite not really having the spare time. YES YES YES, LuckyMe! That's exactly how I feel. How strange that we three managed to find each other!! All three at healthy weight (right?) yet still struggling to keep that control.
Today I really surprised myself with how in-control I was!! I nibbled a little corner of tiramisu, and that's it over an 8 hour shift!! There was some bread, but not even too much of that really.
Theo's birthday is in mid-June... I'm debating on whether or not to make him a cupcake. Did I already blab about this before?? Something about the subject of passing on your food quirks to your little one or pet. Speaking of - here is a pic at the baseball game we went to yesterday. Some french fries and a beer (for me, that is, not Theo), but no sweets!
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 29 April 2008 05:08 am |
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How fun! My only grandSON is ALWAYS wearing clothes with sports or trucks or some masculine theme... a real shocker after two daughters and six granddaughters! Your son is cute!
I was thinking today that I'm going through new territory. In the past I'd start bingeing after a few months of eating well. Binge till I got all the foods I was missing out of my system and was ready to start another good period.
I'd sometimes try to include them in limited quantities to avoid the bingeing, but it never worked. Now I'm starting to do that... I just realized... and it seems to be working with my accounting to the two of you to keep it under control.
I was hungry for lunch today (rare) so I had two McDonald's cheeseburgers and a shake, and will have the first of my two bags of bitesize cookies I brought home tonight... and I'll report tomorrow's now.
Generally speaking I haven't enjoyed the sweets I've had that much, which is possibly making it all easier. You'll remember I had those twizzlers and... oh, I can't even remember now what else I've reported. The only thing currently on my list (which I've mentioned was coming up) is some cinnamon rolls. And hopefully that will get them off my mind, too! Had them in my future plans for a month I think.
My challenge weigh-in is in the morning and I think I lost weight on my trip. Really a big change as in the past I always ate junk and put on weight.
Peter
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 29 April 2008 06:21 pm |
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My post in the challenge this morning:
I just lost 2 lb on my trip to visit my elder daughter's family so I'm not doing very well at my goal to keep from losing too fast. And it's showing in my face.
It's so easy for me to eat way too much junk food when I'm not eating well, but so hard for me to eat enough healthy food when I'm eating healthy.
It would be easy to simply eat a lot more fattening foods, but my goal is to improve my cholesterol as much as my weight. So I can only do that with more nuts and such.
I also tend to get to breakfast so late that it becomes lunch just before the gym, so for the most part I'm eating two meals a day and snacks. I need to work on making it three.
New Year, New YOU! Challenge - Jan/Feb 2008:
Spring Fling Weight Loss Challenge - Mar/Apr 2008:
I was also a member of challenges in the fall, but my weight went back up over the holidays. Still, I'm sure the challenges helped to keep it from being worse!
My percentage body fat has dropped from 24 to 17.
Peter
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Peter
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Posted: 30 April 2008 07:56 pm |
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Late last night when I was serving myself the last of my Santa Barbara cookies, I realized that I was supposed to have them for a treat during the day and not to replace my nighttime toast and jam snack. I'm just not good at eating more!
I'm 171 again today, so it wasn't a fluke. And I REALLY don't want to drop another pound before the challenge ends next Monday.
BTW, this brings of the issue of my Diet Pepsi. As I've mentioned before, if I wasn't turning to it for a sweet taste I'd probably be more inclined to turn to food even if I'm not so hungry.
Anyway, I decided that if I can't keep my weight up it will be a great time to enjoy that package of cinnamon rolls I've been talking about for a month! Also, I just love peanut butter and jelly (jam, actually) sandwiches. But usually only have them when visiting my grand kids.
It's not exactly healthy food, but I would love having one of those for a snack so I think I'll buy a small jar of peanut butter if my weight drops any further. My face is looking too thin.
Thanks for listening. Besides thoroughly making it clear that I have an eating disorder, all this fussing and accounting to my diet buddies is keeping me from my normal behavior... giving up my diet and bingeing for a month or two now that I am getting close to goal weight.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 30 April 2008 11:06 pm |
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But then won't your goal weight also make your face thinner than you want??
I did well with limited sweets on Monday and Tuesday. Then I tried to re-arrange my schedule a bit today, and I nibbled too much! Several nibbles of bread pudding and bite of a scone. Each time I would steal a nibble of the bread pudding, I would tell myself "NO STOP". But I took 3 or 4 more nibbles. I HATE HATE this feeling of bring out-of-control. This is what I am trying to avoid almost more than anything else.
Thanks for reading my vent!
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 1 May 2008 12:42 am |
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I don't mean to belittle what you call "out-of-control" because it's what's in our heads as much as what we eat that plays so much havoc with our happiness. But in fact you were to some extent in control else you would have eaten... the bakery!
On the lighter side, how anyone could choose to nibble on a scone when there are sweeter goodies present is beyond me.
About my face... it gets real thin looking when I am losing weight, and especially when I lose it too fast. But amazingly it fills out some when I reach my goal and stop losing.
Also I'm beyond my goal for now.
Thanks for checking in!
Peter
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Peter
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Posted: 2 May 2008 02:34 am |
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I'm really starting to see the eating disorder side of me come out now that I'm getting so thin... and too quickly.
I even see it in how I care for my puppy. When I decided to increase his food, I started giving him a little extra each day by way of putting it in one of three cups around the house that supply his treats. But I realized today as I saw the cups almost overflowing that I've just been stock piling it, not increasing his food at all.
Don't worry... he's fine and we're going to the vet soon anyway where I always ask about his weight. It's just that I'm always so controlling and reserved when it comes to food.
I was 169.5 this morning, and I said I really didn't want to be below 171 for the end of the current challenge/beginning of the new one this Monday. I had a poor workout at the gym today, feeling weak if not light-headed.
So I went ahead and bought the package of cinnamon rolls I've talked about for so long. And also the peanut butter which will encourage me to have P&J sandwiches.
But I got to thinking that even if I ate all the cinnamon rolls and all the peanut butter, it wouldn't really put the pounds back on. I need to do more.
I've been saying that if I could give up my Diet Pepsi I might eat food instead. But I don't see that happening anytime soon. (Though I have not backtracked on my progress... I'm still off the caffeine and having only 3 most days.) I continue to have my OJ with protein powder first thing, then a soda, then finally my oatmeal around noon before the gym. Or even later than that.
By the time I get home I have more of a snack than a lunch as it's almost dinner time.
So I've decided starting tomorrow morning I'm going to set the alarm and get up at 6 am instead of 8 or 9 or whenever. It won't make my day longer because I'll probably just get tired (now that I'm off all caffeine) and go to bed earlier. But if I feed and walk Muka then have my OJ around 7 am, and my oatmeal at 9 am, I should be able to eat something around noon. Then I can give Muka his lunch and walk and be off to the gym by 1 pm.
I'll have a snack after the gym and dinner later. So I'll be getting in a third meal. That should help!
About my eating disorder, the thing is that while I've been over my horrible bingeing for many years now, it is unfamiliar territory for me to be near my goal weight. Every time I get this close it's time to abandon the healthy eating and put the 20 or so lb back on.
I'm so black and white about everything. It was fun buying the cinnamon rolls, but it got me thinking about my other favorites in the bakery department... the snickerdoodles and oatmeal raisin cookies. Maybe those will be a treat another time if I can just keep things under control. A treat, not a binge, as they would have been if I bought them all today.
Since right now I want to put a couple pounds on, it's really tempting to let go and turn to the junk food. And I do plan to have a couple sweets over the weekend... which I'll report here.
But what I really need to do of course is learn to eat more healthy foods, and hopefully my new hours will help.
Peter
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Lucky Me
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Posted: 4 May 2008 03:19 am |
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Hi guys, I know it's been a while since I've checked in. I've had company this week from New Mexico. Actually they only stayed a couple of days, but I spent the first part of the week doing a huge housecleaning. My, but times have changed........I can remember that when I had a bunch of kids at home and my mother was coming to visit, there were occasions when I unscrewed the light bulb in the oven (it was faster than cleaning it). Well, at this moment I think my whole house could pass the white glove test. It's nice! But giving up my tennis-playing, biking, and going to the gym to clean the house? Oh, may it never happen again!
I haven't weighed myself for several days (no courage) because I'm sure I've gained a few pounds. My brother (he's rich) took us to this incredibly expensive steak house. It was magnificent, and I ate everything in sight, including my share of a bottle and a half of wine (among four of us).
Thank you for posting the picture of Theo, trimB. He is sooo cute, and I know you and your hubby must enjoy him enormously. I'm jealous!
Peter, I'm jealous of you, too! Never in my whole life have I had to worry about losing too much weight. I'm sure it can be just as much of a real problem as trying to lose, but I can only empathize intellectually. There's no personal experience for me to draw on. It seems to me that you are doing so well. You've been so much in control, but I do recognize the fear in letting loose of the reins even a little.
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Peter
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Posted: 4 May 2008 06:01 pm |
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I'll come visit while the house is clean! LOL. I have to do the same thing for company coming mid-month.
Well, maybe playing with sweets to increase my weight was playing with fire. I kinda lost it and I'm reporting that I'm not reporting my sweets right now... from Friday night. I just want to take a break, and I'll be back to reporting soon.
It's not good that I'm doing this, but ironically it will probably get my weight back UP to where I wanted it.
It's time to get all my spring planting done, and I'm going to concentrate on that for a few days and then get back to the gym and on my regular schedule mid-week.
Thanks for the update Lucky Me!
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 5 May 2008 07:21 pm |
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Peter wrote: I kinda lost it and I'm reporting that I'm not reporting my sweets right now... from Friday night. I just want to take a break, and I'll be back to reporting soon.
Have to admit - I'm a little shocked!  I hope that you can figure out the best way for you to get to your goals.
As for this corner of the country... I've been adjusting to work changes this past week. Will be working more than is good for me for the next 4 weeks or so. At least I'll be able to pay off a couple of bills and maybe get my brakes fixed! But I'm afraid I'll have very little time to devote to my health goals. But I will try to muddle on the best I can so that at least I don't backslide much!
TODAY I HAD TWO smallish BISCOTTI WITH MY BREAKFAST. Everything else was good so far, although quantities might be off.
I'm glad you stopped by to check in with us LUckyME!
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trimB
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Posted: 7 May 2008 07:10 pm |
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Today was working by myself most of the morning, and I took the opportunity to basically gorge myself. Blondie, brownie, cinnamon roll, icing. At some point I recovered my wits and stopped myself. WHEW! It was not pretty though.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 7 May 2008 10:07 pm |
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Well, glad you stopped. Thanks for letting us know.
Peter
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Peter
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Posted: 11 May 2008 01:12 am |
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I've been thinking about this for days. Well, hate to say it but my little splurge didn't go well in that I just don't keep control doing that.
It all started when I had lost too much weight. That lead to allowing some treats, then lots of them. And that's when I didn't do well.
Perhaps I could have been fine if I kept it to a single treat a day. Maybe I'll try that next time, but know that it can't be any more.
Specifically what when wrong was when I totally stopped worrying about what or how much I ate for a short time... and the time didn't stay short!
I had put on quite a few pounds as of a couple days ago, but it's already dropping. I may have gained something for the challenge this week, but I'm sure I'll be back on track by the next week.
Funny. The other day I was remembering how much I looked forward to my toast and jam every night. When you're eating all the sweets you want, it just isn't special anymore.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 12 May 2008 06:37 pm |
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I'm kinda going through a similar thing right now, Peter. I had cut myself some slack because I was SO close to my goal weight - and having a rough work/home/sleep schedule. I was basically treating myself to whatever I wanted to eat. But it quickly has gotten out of control. I think I gained a pound of "real" weight. And maybe another pound of (hopefully?!?) water weight. This has all happened over the last 3 weeks or so.
What are you going to do next?
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Peter
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Posted: 12 May 2008 07:03 pm |
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I'm back on track today. I got up the nerve to post in the challenge that I gained six pounds from 171 to 177! Actually, you'll remember that I was way down to 169.5 so it's really 7.5 now that I think of it.
I'm sure most of it is water weight. I balloon up real fast. I won't be surprised at all to be back to 171 by next Monday.
Assuming that I keep on track, this is all new ground for me. In the past it wouldn't have been a week; it would have been months and I would have put all my weight back on.
I'm not happy with what I did, but if I stay on track now at least going off like that for only a week is progress.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 14 May 2008 12:22 am |
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Well aren't you inspiring, heehee!
I'm really worried about the next two days. Very busy, and I noticed today that I tend to cram anything into my mouth when I am feeling stressed. I plan to report back here, so hopefully that will keep me a little more mindful...
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Peter
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Posted: 19 May 2008 07:12 am |
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I got the following PM from Lucky Me:
_____Original Message_____
From: Lucky Me
Date: 2008-05-18 20:46:47
Subject: Hello friend
Peter, What am I doing wrong? A couple of days ago, I wrote a l-o-n-g message, clicked "preview," and the whole thing went away. I wrote it all over (as best I could remember it), did the Ctrl A, Ctrl C thing, clicked "send," and it all went away again. When I got the "reply" screen back, I clicked Ctrl V, and got one line--out of a zillion. So I quit.
Just now, I wrote a reply that only said "Testing," but when I clicked "preview," all I got was a blank screen. I don't know if you'll get this or not, but I want you and trimB to know I've tried to be back with you.
I'm going away camping until Friday, and won't have internet access, unless I stop in at a Starbucks (which I very well may), but at least I'll try again when I get back on Friday. It's dangerous to go very far from home these days. The gasoline may be so high when it's time to come home........that I'll just have to stay there :-)
If you do get this and want to put it on our part of the site, that's fine. If not, tell Sugar Baby I'm thinking about her and Theo and hoping all is well with them.
It sounds as though you're back in the saddle after your bad week. The demons are never far away, are they? I guess that's why we will never be RECOVERED. At least I know that's true for me. I've been doing fairly well, still under 130, often too many empty calories, but trying hard for more fruits and vegetables. Life is so precious!
I've typed the last of this with my fingers crossed. Sending........I hope
Thanks so much for thinking of us Lucky Me!
TrimB, I hope you're doing well now, too.
I'm doing fine after my week "off," and reporting wine tasting yesterday and then a sweet drink with dinner, then another sweet drink with dinner tonight and 2/3's of a big cookie I was given. (I didn't choose to not eat the other 1/3... they only gave me 2/3's!)
Peter
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Peter
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Posted: 19 May 2008 11:38 pm |
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I just did something I feel awful about. It's ironic that I grew up in the '50s when our parents told us to eat everything on our plate because there were starving people in China. They could really use some food now after the earthquake! Though perhaps rice would be better.
Anyway, I just threw away a big gourmet cookie and two almost-full half gallons of ice cream.
My guests left earlier this morning and Lane, my ex-roommate, bought me the cookie. And his morbidly obese friend picked out the ice cream when we all went to the market together. I insisted on paying for it since a "normal person" would have stuff like that in his home for his guests.
I found myself thinking about it while I was at the gym. Who I could give it to, or if I could save it till the scale said I could eat some for a treat. (Instead of something healthy!?!)
I have plenty of neighbors who give me stuff, but I hate it when they do. And it would only encourage them.
When I realized I was obsessing over it, I decided the best thing to do was trash it, which I did as soon as I got home.
I never hide the fact that I have an eating disorder, but you just don't get the respect you would if you said you were an alcoholic... in which case they wouldn't think of offering you a drink. Unless they were really dumb. ("Well, you can have just a little, can't you? Everything's fine in moderation.)
Lordy.
Peter
P.S.
I was just remembering that at the gym I had a very stong feeling that I wanted to be in shape and healthy more than I wanted the treats. This shows a lot of progress to be feeling this way, and it's the result of how well I've been doing in all the recent challenges and my Diet Buddy group.
Hmm. I think I'll post this in the challenge, too!
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trimB
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Posted: 24 May 2008 02:17 pm |
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Hi buddies! Sorry to be M.I.A. the last week or so. I realized a week ago that I had agreed to pet/house sit all this past week. I'll be back home on Monday. So my already jam-packed life got a little more complicated!
It should be interesting to step on the scale after a week without weighing. I don't think I've done that in a long time! I'm nervous. Eating has been going so-so. I scarfed at work (borderline binge behavior??) a couple of times. But I know my activity level has been very high. I bought a couple of things on Thursday without trying them on... and I had bought one size too small! That' always a bit of reality check!
I promise my next post will be more focused and less rambling...
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 24 May 2008 05:43 pm |
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Welcome back!
Yea, you don't really need a scale as long as you wear clothes! 
I'm totally back from my "week off," down to 169, the lowest since I started all these challenges. Eight pounds down from a couple weeks ago... which shows how much water weight makes a difference because I certainly didn't put on eight pounds of fat in a week. And if I had, I couldn't have lost it that fast.
Keep it up!
Peter
P.S.
Luck Me? We miss you! 
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 26 May 2008 06:03 pm |
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I'm doing fine, posting a 1/2 lb loss in the challenge today. But I do have some sweets to report.
Since I was way down to 169, I let myself get a package of small oatmeal raisin cookies and I'm enjoying 1/3 package a day... last 1/3 tonight.
I also had two strawberry daiquiris with dinner yesterday, and a single salt water taffy candy the waiter gave us.
Leaving for Sacrament Wed thru Sun, and I expect to do well there, too.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 27 May 2008 06:24 pm |
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Enjoy Sacramento, Peter! I lived there for a year, and really liked it. Beautiful weather, cute little downtown.
I'm not doing so well, I suppose. Scale went up another half pound, and while I'm not happy about it, I also can't blame anything except my horrible habit of overeating. Especially with sweets at work. I feel like I'm back to square one. Except that I guess I'm only 4-5 pounds (and body fat % points!) from goal this time.
My plan is to count calories again, if only roughly and in my head. Aim for something at or slightly below what I think maintenance is... and see how that goes for a week or two. Sheesh.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 27 May 2008 07:25 pm |
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Thanks, and hang in there.
I'll report now that I'm having my usual small Wendy's chocolate shake/ice cream thing at the airport... even though it will be breakfast time!
Peter
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Lucky Me
Senior Member
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Posted: 28 May 2008 05:15 am |
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Hi Guys,
I was away for longer than I thought I would be. Camping is wonderful fun, and one of the best parts is how nice it is to be home! Another nice part is that I never have a scale with me! Yay! So why don't I just throw out the one at home? Hmmmm..... I read where you said, Peter, that we don't need one if we wear clothes. But I suppose that in time I'd have to sew all the buttons back on!
Well, Sugar Baby, if we didn't live so far apart, we could cry together. My scale (the one I haven't thrown out yet) said I gained a few pounds. I don't even remember what I was before I left, but I was up to 129 this morning. Curses!!! I guess that's what a week-plus of practically no restrictions will do for an overeater.
Okay, tomorrow it's back to behaving. Nothing but fruit until noon and NOTHING after 8:00 PM. Lots of fruits and veggies in between. How's that for a simple diet? If I got paid the way Dickens did (by the word........is that really true?), I wouldn't make much for putting my diet in print.
I've missed you guys and plan to be a better buddy. I've eaten way too many sweets to list lately, but TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT! I'll get back on track. My family (son, wife & three little ones) are coming in mid-July.....52 days from now. At a half pound a day, I can lose 26 pounds before then! Whoa, I'm kidding, not anorexic.
Hope you have a fine trip, Peter. You have surely done a good job of losing pounds.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 28 May 2008 07:04 am |
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Welcome back Lucky Me!
It was fun reading your clever post, too.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 28 May 2008 09:26 pm |
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Lucky Me wrote: I don't even remember what I was before I left, but I was up to 129 this morning. Curses!!! I guess that's what a week-plus of practically no restrictions will do for an overeater.
I missed you LuckyMe! I could have written that post myself... right down to the numbers on the scale too!
And how nice that you've really prompted me to really admit something I've been thinking for quite a while. I am really an overeater too. I guess I never admitted it before because my weight seems normal to others. But without SPECIFIC effort and control, I tend to GAIN GAIN GAIN!
So now that I've admitted that, I can go forward with that specific effort and control. Yesterday did fairly well on that front. Close to calorie target, and I think I will get there again today.
Here's to getting back on track!! 
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 29 May 2008 05:10 pm |
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trimB, I've been told all my life that I didn't have to worry about food (because I wasn't overweight)!
I can't tell you how many times at business lunches when I'd be the only one not to order dessert... the comments I'd get that I was the only one at the table that DIDN'T have to worry about what I ate.
How stupid... duh... it was because I worried about it that I was the only one that wasn't fat!
Speaking of lunch... reporting a strawberry daiquiri from Islands yesterday with my family.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 29 May 2008 11:09 pm |
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It really helped me to think about myself as an overeater during the day today. I'm not sure what the shift in thinking really was, but maybe it felt more like owning my actions. Realizing that part of my brain is acting on impulse, but that failing to check that behavior is ultimately destructive.
If I could just string a couple of sweets-free days in a row, I think I might be able to pull myself out of this slump! 
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 30 May 2008 03:58 pm |
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Just keep at it.
Reporting that after mentioning it before my last trip a month ago, I finally took my grandkids (albeit the other set of grandkids!) to 7-Eleven for a Slurpee!
Wasn't that thrilled, but now I've had a Slurpee.
Peter
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trimB
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Posted: 30 May 2008 11:14 pm |
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I tried a Crystal Light Slurpee once. Artificially sweetened, so just a few calories. It tasted so sweet that it made me feel a little sick!
Reporting an okay day today. No major splurges, but I did steal a small cookie and ate some bread on a whim. This is a struggle!
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 31 May 2008 06:03 am |
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I think we just have to accept that it's a struggle for us. But think of all the people who don't struggle with it... and are morbidly obese.
I'm doing great on my trip. My kids just had some late-night ice cream and I had a little popcorn.
I don't have any more trips planned for awhile, so I should have a much easier time of keeping on track.
Peter
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Lucky Me
Senior Member
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Posted: 1 June 2008 04:03 am |
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Well, May is over and, thankfully, so are my chocolate chip cookies. Perhaps that bodes better for June. I've had three a day for the last three days. Egad! Nine cookies? It sounds a lot worse that way. However, I feel as though I've probably shed at least one of the pounds I picked up on the camping trip.
Yes, trimB, I hate to think of myself as an "overeater." Somehow it's just such an unflattering word, but I think it's a lot kinder word than the phrase Peter uses: "morbidly obese"........and I have always known that I could be that if I didn't obsess about weight.
It sounds to me as though all three of us are in the same boat......people who look perfectly normal (even good?) to outsiders, but we know what is in our heads. I've prayed to be normal on the inside, as well as the outside. I have a lot to be grateful for: I don't go on binges (well, not very often) the way I used to, and I'm still alive. Perhaps the rest will come someday. I really appreciate the support you two have been.
And...................I have high hopes for June.
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Peter
Founder, caloriesperhour.com
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Posted: 10 June 2008 12:41 am |
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Hey buddies, what's up?
I'm doing fine. I expect if I'm pretty strick I'll be able to make my challenge goal by the 30th.
I trust you got my e-mail. Let me know how you're doing!
Peter
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